November 21, 2008

Why, GOD, Why part 2

Why, GOD, Why? Part 2
Dedicated to Jason Charles Crooms
Written By Ashley Lynn Parcell

Bipolar, why was it created GOD?
Why did you give it to Jason and me?
Why did you make us odd?
Why couldn't we live free?

We are so sweet most of the time,
but so full of anger and hurt.
Our life is like a game of battleship.
We are as limited as a horse on a bridal.

Why are we this way?
What did we do?
Why is our world all gray?
Can't we be normal too?

Why did you make me see things,
That aren't really there?
If I could only stop it this evening,
How do I live this nightmare?

Why did you give bipolar to Jay-Jay?
He is the nicest kid I know
Why is life a game he plays?
Where is his freedom, his rainbow?

Why is it GOD, when we get lost,
and we can't find our way,
It feels like we are punished at all costs,
almost everyday?

Jason, I am sorry,
And I still ask GOD why,
We flip out in a quarry
and sometimes want to die.

November 11, 2008

Raindrops On My Face

Trying to love someone
Who just don't feel the same?
Trying to make somebody love you
Only results in pain
And trying to understand
Only starts the rain
Raindrops on my face

Seeing him with someone else
When you want him with you
Seeing him engaged to her
When you almost said "I do"
And trying to understand
Starts the rain too
Raindrops on my face

Raindrops on my face
Pouring from my eyes
Raindrops on my face
As I start to cry
Slowly I am falling to the ground
With all my pain all around
Raindrops on my face

Seeing the way he looks at her
And how he looked at you that way
Seeing him hang on her every word
And how he once heard what you had to say
Realizing he might never understand
Begins the rain that day
Raindrops on my face

Raindrops on my face
Pouring from my eyes
Raindrops on my face
As I start to cry
Slowly, I hit the ground
With all my pain all around
Raindrops on my face

Then someone new comes along
And he sees your face
You start to fall in love
As he watches someone take his place
And your happiness helps you both understand
It starts the rain and fills your empty space
Raindrops on my face

Raindrops on my face
Pouring from my face
Raindrops on my face
As I laugh until I cry
Suddenly I am up off the ground
As happiness and love surround all around
Raindrops on my face