April 17, 2009

A Baby Is A Baby

A Baby Is A Baby
Written by Ashley Parcell

Cute, loveable, needy, and sweet,
from their little head to their tiny feet.
A baby is a baby,
there is no maybe.

Wanted or not, they still need love,
and peace like a dove.
Wheter they are born or not,
they need all the love you got.

An abortion is to kill.
A fetus is a baby still.
A sweet, loving, innocent, child.
They are reall tender and mild.

Why do they deserve to die?
They haven't even got the chance to cry.
How can you not want them?
They are like a precious gem.

So they will change your life,
whether or not you're someone's wife.
Abortion is not the right thing to do.
Believe it or not, they already love you.

A baby is a gift from GOD to you,
becauce he or she believes you love them too.
So don't go and kill an innocent baby,
because a baby is a baby, there is no maybe.

A Day in Sami' World

A Day in Sami's World
Written by Ashley Parcell

Welcome to Sami's world,
the world of and overstressed girl.
Where going to school or work is a maybe,
for she is trying to raise a 2 month old baby.

The last month has been hectic for her everyday.
She has been pushed and pulled in everyway.
She has been emotionally tested through and through,
and she managed because of all I love you's.

Not long ago she lost her guardian who passed away.
What more can I say?
That was hard for her.
Inside she feels like a prisoner.

Her and her fiance have been through a lot
and Arnie got arrested for something he forgot.
So he went to the mental hospital to get some help.
It felt like his emotions were trapped in sea kelp.

The other day her baby got sick,
Logan was spitting up really pink and thick,
and she was forced to deal with it on her own.
She was all alone.

This is what goes on in Sami's life,
as she waits to become Arnie's wife.
She knows that I will always be there,
ans that I care.

April 16, 2009

Do You Ever Feel Like

Do you ever feel like?

Written by Ashley Parcell


Do you ever feel like,
you don't deserve to live?
Do you feel like you want to scream and shout?
Like life has nothing to give?

Do you ever feel like you are all alone?
Like no one has an idea how bad it can be?
Like you want to be dust and bones?
Your feelings are locked up without a key!

Do you think that no one cares?
Like you don't belong here?
Do you cry at night holding your teddy bear?
Do you hate to look at yourself in the mirror?

Do you think you're nothing more,
than gum on someone's shoe?
You hide your feelings in your inner core,
like you don't know what to do.

Do you want to die
or go away for a while?
Do you feel that life is one big lie?
Like it is a big, hungry, crocodile?

Do you want to release the pain,
that you hold inside?
Do you feel like you can't face tomorrow?
Do you want to commit suicide?

I feel this way,
like I want to die.
Like the pain will never go away,
and life is all a lie.

My Re-version of a couplet

A little leraning is a dangerous thing
Drink deep, or taste not the Pierian spring

-An Essay on Criticism

To Learn to little can be harmful so either leran it all,
or face the consequences

This couplet is basically saying that if you do not know enough
information on something, you have a better chance of missing
out or getting hurt. So, by learning all the information about
something, it will save you from negative results,
which you would have from learning too little.

Ashley Parcell

February 12, 2009

A thousand Miles apart

a thousand miles apart
by ashley l. parcell

ASHLEY:
I love you
But you went away
You had no choice
but to move on my birthday

We are a thousand miles apart
but we are connected by our hearts
we live a far distance
but our loe is still intense
our love fills our empty space
but how I long to touch your face
I would walk that thousand miles
Just to see your smile

CASSEY:
You mean the world to me
I want to make you see
I am sorry I went away
I am sorry I ruined your birthday

We are a thousand miles apart
but we are connected by our hearts
we live a far distance
but our love is still intense
our love fills our empty sapce
How I long to hold your face
I would walk a thousand miles
just to make you smile

CASSEY:
I hope you know
that I love you so
I always will
for I need you still
I hope you feel the way I feel
one day, on my knee I'll kneel
I'll propose
and I suppose
that you will see
you mean the world to me

CASSEY:
Now I am on this plane
to come back and heal your pain
to get you back
and get our love back on track

Now we are inches apart
and i lie safely in your heart
I have proven my innocence
for our love is so intense
now our bodies fill that empty space
as I kiss and hold your face
Baby, i flew back a thousand miles
just to see your smile

Cassey, baby, even though we are a thousand miles apart
you will always have a space in my heart

Brandon

Brandon
By Ashley L. Parcell

The first time I met you
I laughed at you for being coo-coo
I knew you were something special
but I never thought we would be more than pals

You always make me laugh
until it feels like my ribs are going to crack in half
When I am with you I almost always smile
a smile you can see for miles

I am happy when we are together
and everything arounds us becomes a blur
I stare in to you beautiful golden blue eyes
and my love for you I can't deny

It is hard to be away from you
I hate to say goodbye, toodle-oo
Between you and jason
there is no comparison

We both have our flaws
but it's nothing we can't handle cause
together we stand strong
and together we belong

baby I love you
and you love me too
We make others jealous
because they look like crap compared to us

January 23, 2009

Why did love come to us

Why Did Love Come to Us
Written by Ashley Parcell

Why is it so?
How can it be?
that love came to us weeks ago,
it came to you and me

I don't know how
love came to us
I look at our relationship and say wow
our hearts were meant for each other, love is a must

I don't regret
falling in love with you
or that we met,
for we are the perfect two

I don;t know how GOD does it
how he choses the best person for someone
its like the candles in our hearts are lit
then GOD's work is done

I have fallen in love with you
over and over
when our love falters, it's only for a few
for you are my lover

I haven't figured out
why I love you
How did our love come about?
i don't know why I love you, I just do.

December 02, 2008

Jason, I love you

Jason, I love you

Written by Ashley Lynn Parcell

Dedicated to Jason Charles Crooms



You probably wonder why I love you

because I sometimes wonder too.

But I have a few reasons,

that don't change with each season.

First off, I love your smile,

and how it makes you look so juvenile.

I always love to tickle,

because your laugh makes my body prickle.

Your laugh is music to my ears,

and it makes me want to hold you dear.

I love you to hug you

and I never want to say adieu.

I love it when you whisper in my ear,

so no one else can hear.

It makes me feels wonderful,

when you tell me all your secrets because I am trustful,

or when you tell me I am beautiful.

It makes me feel grateful,

that you're my man,

and you love me because you can.

I love it when you become Jay-Jay and get romantic

for I love being your sexy chick

You are the best guy

that GOD could ever supply

and to GOD I pray

That we will be together everyday

I love being a part of your life

and maybe someday I will be your wife

No One knows, but God what will happen

but I hope we never part again

Jason, happy 18th birthday and I love you

I know now that you love me too.

November 30, 2008

Our Love

Our Love
Written By Jason Charles Crooms
Dedicated to Ashley Lynn Parcell

My Love for you is strong and true
because our words are said and due
The dew on the flower,
can't express the power
that the flour of our love is true.
There are a few who know who they love,
but just like a dove, I cry sweet
dream,
for you and me to bond to one another,
you don't know the expression,
but the passion that burns inside of me.
I am a bird trying to break free,
for the time to escape has finally come.
You live for the day I say I love you,
but our division keeps the love in the box.
Like a fox hunts,
I hunt for us to be together.
The dove of love has come and gone,
but my love for you is still strong.
Separation clouds the future,
with the past surronding us.
New memories come and go,
but our love shows.
Through thick and thin,
we are there to grin because we're
there just like a fair that never
leaves.
Thieves have taken what is true,
but there is still me and you.
The dove shows our love will stay,
with nothing to say, we are happy as
we watch the stars pass.
Past gone, future here,
our love will never disappear.

November 22, 2008

How PHP Changed My Life

How PHP Changed My Life
Written By Ashley Lynn Parcell

My life has changed,
since I came to the program.
My life has been rearranged.
Crossroads and my parents are the only ones who gave a damn

My peers influenced me a lot,
and made me feel like I belonged.
They've stirred up memories I 've forgot,
ones I 've forgotten for so long.

Amanda understands some of my past,
and became one of my good friends.
The impact she made will always last.
I will remember our talks till the end.

Brittany would sit and chat,
to me about anything.
We would laugh at stuff like a bug going splat,
and talk about what the future will bring.

I don't really talk to Ben,
but he seems like a pretty nice kid.
He talks in groups now and then,
though he hasn't opened up about what he did.

Cassie and I weren't close at first,
but after I opened up, she gave good feedback.
She helped my wall of silence burst,
and she hasn't cut me any slack.

Chris is my friend,
and he has some drug issues.
Sometimes I wish the drugs would end.
We have many different views.

Creed has shown his family bothers him,
and so do mine.
Sometimes he seems pretty grim.
but he is very kind.

Darryl helped me out through laughter,
he made me laugh when ever I was sad.
He taught me life aint always happily ever after,
and Darryl helped me calm down when I get mad.

Donald and I share issues together,
Like when it comes to Koko and Jeff, my stepdad.
Sometimes we talk about forever,
and how our past actions were real bad.

Kara and I don't always get along
but her stepdad and my dad sound the same
We haven't been together that long
She has been open since she came

Mike and I are a lot alike
He acts like I did when I came in
I used to be as stubborn as Mike
I thinks he throws his feeling in the trash bin

Staff have also made an impact on me,
and how I react now.
They remind me of how I used to be
With my progress, they say wow!!

Shannon has taught me,
a lot since I have been here.
She taught me to be consistent in therapy,
and helped me love the person in the mirror.

James, and Rob have helped me find,
what I am capable of,
and told me not to keep in all inside my mind.
They taught me how to love.

Megan and I have gone around,
a time or two.
She helped me smile instead of frown.

And she helped me solve and issue or a few.

PHP has helped me
and I am proud of who I have become
They have shown what I can be
Now I look in the mirror and say Holy Cow!